WHY?? (20th July 06)

Too much harsh words comes from him. I cant stand. Running for years. I could not stand cry, cry and cry.. I have to voice out. But lately when the voice is out, at last i got this

'Makin lama makin menyampah tengok muka u..'

???
I am ego, no wonder i got that statement.
I am selfish, no wonder
I am jealous too much
I am not considering his feeling, no wonder

I dont know.

Agaknya memang lelaki kata-kata dia sangat kasar?
Selalu menyakitkan hati?
Selalu buat orang bengang?
For years, byk character yang buat aku bengang
Banyak kata-kata menguji kesabaran aku
AKU PARAH SENDIRI selama ini

Dan sekarang apabila aku menjadi REBEL
Voice out everything yang aku tak bekenan
Akhirnya semua berbalik kat aku
AKU SALAH SEMUA

**Aku nak bertolak ke Mekah malam ini. Sabar bebanyak. Terlalu banyak dugaan lately**